The next time I see you.

why God.put you.into my life for those 3 1/2 weeks. He knew that if I didn’t spend that short amount of time with you that I.would never get over my fear. And that I wouldn’t relize that.I cant do things by my self. That I need to look to HIM. Because those weeks went by I thought I was winning. I thought I was the one making things happen. But it was the foolishness of my flesh that was doing it. And finally when I actually got down on my knees to pray and pray for you and ask God to help me with the decision to Eather keep going and talk to you. Or stand back and let you go because you wernt the one. And at the time, I didn’t know this, but he did it without me having to end anything. He knew that if I had to end it that my heart would break and I would be ruined. So he did it through you. I relize that now. And for a while now I questioned God. “Sence I’m thinking about him all the time, is he still the one??” ” should I keep trying to keep in contact?” ” lord what do I do!” And he said for me to wait. And it will happen. And you will be shown. So I waited. And I took my mind off of you. And I got involved. And I met other Christian guys. And he showed me “look. There are men of christ here. Don’t ponder on boys who will stumble you.” But yet I was thinking of you by the end of the night. So.I asked once more. “Lord please, show me a sign.were I will totally let go. Forget about it and look to you for a relationship.” So the next morning I saw a photo of you. And at last I didn’t feel my.heart drop.because you were with her. I felt nothing. And I continued to keep looking threw Facebook without thinking about it.again. And God just showed me what he can do if you just put your faith in him. The holy spirit was somehow working threw you to show me to come back to christ. And so there for, I do t regret the time we had. I’m thankful for it. So thank you.

I miss our friendship.

Listening to past voxers to make my day